80.1

 80 days since I started these little notes to you. Most of the first little "oh man" moments are done now, I think. It'll be the big ones still, of course, but the silly things are probably done. I'm not sure why I feel the need to mention that, but there we go.


We took Summer and Missy to see the Christmas lights last night. You would have been so proud of them both. Not only did they not try to eat (m)any of the people walking past, but they were both *in the back seat*!

It was different, driving to see them, instead of going on the bus, but I still missed you.

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