An irreverent journey through bereavement & grief after my best friend (/boyfriend/it's complicated)'s suicide.
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Tomorrow will be 84 days since my world came apart. I still cry all the time, I still feel like a traitor every time I laugh. I still wonder how the world keeps on turning without you.
Notes from yesterday, because I was too tired to write to you. 1. You bastard! There are easier ways to get out of putting up the Christmas lights, you know. 2. Seriously, who's gonna buy me a birthday cake now? 3. You're supposed to be here to do all this stuff with, slimebiscuit.
You bastard, you're supposed to be here. You're meant to be the one who takes the dogs to the vet, you know that. Missy has an abscess or a boil or something, and I need to figure out how to take her. Fuck you (aka, one more reason to miss the hell out of you).
I went to Silly Sollies & the Golden Circle factory outlet today. Everywhere there were reminders that you are gone; so many foods I would have bought to share with you, or for you to eat here. Plus, who's going to eat the things I buy to try and don't like, now? That was your job, butt-canoe.
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